my eyes feel swollen from crying.
i couldn't fall asleep and i opened my drawer and i reread all the letters thingy.
the first one i read was the last letter that i got from somebody.
i cried.
it's raining now but it's like my heart is too weak to feel it,the rain calms me down,but it maks me feel sad too.
xxxxxxx and i can't believe that more than 1 year has passed since that.
and now it has been 2 years.
i once lighten up somebody in my life but at the same time i broke the heart into million or ba-zillion pieces.
i got hurt too,tatsss so hurt and i assure that you'll never understand how did i feel.swear.
"in my dreams there still have you.my heart will never die as long as i'm still alive."
these are all from the letters.i cried wasn't because of i miss the pasts or what.
thats because when i think of the things i've gone through,i feel..
sigh.i'm speechless.
was reminiscing the past for a whole night.
and lastly i owe the ppl a sincere apology.
i'm sorry for what i've done.
hope you're doing fine.