you deserve hell the most.

those who know me well would understand this.
i don't blog about my private things on the blog,just some normal matters usually.
there's no such thing as fairy tales in the reality,i once thought in this way,someone broken the statement above and proved that's real.
and now,i'm so sober,sober about there's really no such thing in the world.
i was in my own dreamland.
sounds so silly,i had a great sweet dream,i admit.
But when i woke up,i found that wasn't true.how sad is that.
mind me for being no manner and mean here,
great that your boy dumped you,you deserve hell.
i'm glad that the boy is no longer the victim,such a poor thing.
What a bitch,full with schemes,your brain is just with shit.
Now you've got all you want,you,yourself, broke up with others then you have to apart the others.
what's in your brain,are you really cheap until such a desperate condition?
hell needs you,you better go down faster.
go as fast as you can,it's waiting for you.
You don't deserve anybody who lives in the world.
don't you feel abashed? oh no i forgot there's no dignity in your mind.
if you do have this,you won't do such thing.
don't tell me you acted so out of sadness.
bullshit and shut the fuck up.
bazillion of people were there and you chose him.
great skill you have,you even did the things that i couldn't do.
i doubt you mum taught you in this way to grab things from others.

Drop by drop as time went by,
they rolled down my cheek,
and i'll shed my last tears for you.
altho i know that's impossible.