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flora called me just now and she said she found a master room.
i told my daddy the price and he gave me an oh my god's face.
but i so want to live with flora =( my currently place is like,so stuffy :(
nahhh la so fed up wei i have totally no idea what to do T.T
i'll be alone to death cuz you know i don't talk the ppl i don't know.
i can talk super a lot when i'm with my oldies but contrary to new friends or strangers.
i mean like everybody is the same cuz we don't talk to the ppl that's not acquainted with us but
can u imagine that i din't talk to anyone at my 1st time working place for about a month long.
then my friend said "you din't know everyone when you first came in to ssi right?"
yes yes :) but you know i used to be talkative and super friendly.
(self proclaim :P) but i'm now different from the 13-year-old me.
that.is.the.problem. =( chopfallening grrrrrrrr.
cheer me up i'm gonna die.sigh =x
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arghhhh dumb me i put my black leggings and my NEW dress in the same pail and my beige colour dress is like ahhhhhhh can i kill myself?
okayyy distract myself from all these shits,seriously i'm damn suay.
gheeeeessshhhhhhhhhhhh =x

okay today's outing was fine and i finally bought what i wanted for so long.
din't manage to take a nice pic with linda and cindy cuz i wasn't in a good condition
and my dark rings are like,O.M.G. it's getting darker and darker.
okay what to do,i have no idea.
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i feel so frigging down now.
ryan aka jia yi is failed to cheer me up.=(
thanks anyway.
I HATE PJ TO THE CORE