need a special someone who understands me well and hopefully she/he may say out what my mind is saying.
It seems damn great,i'm suck in expressing and thus i'm living in a greatest torture now because i could hardly open my mouth and talk .Crushingly depressing and I do need somebody to unclog my mind,guide me to the right way and....
why do all the bad things have to creep into my life.am thinking everything happened to me for a reason.anddd perhaps they bring me benefits? I'll be developing the new insight about myself,growing uo through all these,be tougher etc.
sigh i lied,i don't really want these,i want things to be like how they work initially,a peaceful one.
ever taste the heart rending feeling? yeah i'm having it right now.
AHHHH why do i have to post this kinda sentimental emo shit thingssss.grrrr i hate it!
OKAY OKAY OKAYYYY,get back in to reality,muster my strength and shout out loud:
I'LL BE FINE.
i hope so :)

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thumbs up to the people who invented the "blog".
what a nice place to vent my feelings out,i feel much more better now.
till then,ciao.
-stay tuned-